11:49 AM | Sunday, October 29, 2006
UNDER-19S TRIAL!
heart thumping,that was when i saw all the players and goalies.there is this very very scary atmosphere when everybody suddenly stroll in as we were like the earliest there.especially when the merahans reached,a whole team of it.grads and current batch.super duper scary.made some new friends there.the players are like so so strong.the keepers there are like very fast good in one-on-one situtation.i was beaten in one-on-one more than any of the 8 keepers.stupid man.getting very pissed off.but was unlucky having to out A-F group.got the merahans team.pathetically tough.match i let in two,the rest maybe one or none.damn,that second one was a tyco goal la!then knew the results.taz team had 5 players,but only two made it.jerome,khairul,hazmi didn't made it.i and wilfred made it.next trg on friday,i really gotta be at my best,no matter what.since i qualified i still stand a chance.i will still take have a positive attitude.i gonna make my stand and play in the apac in december!whenever i see a couple together,i will then see more couples.they really make me remember why did i love you so much but yet,gave up on you.i think so hard,but i just couldn't find a answer.i am so afraid one day i would just saw you in the streets with him.then i will very i don't know what feeling la,but just some scary feeling.probably i would just think about it the whole night,and cry.i could only do this.even i am writing this,are you looking at it?hais.Authentic.